Amber told me she was going to let me take her out friday, and i got stood up pretty much...
I told her to at least com han gout saturday and she said she'd rather stay at home.
That made me feel real good...
yeah...
Anyways..i got work tommorow....
i fucking hate waking up, but when i get to work im usually alright...
All the people i work with are really cool, but they have a way different sence of humor than i do, and they make me listen to rap.
I hate rap.
Its crap.
Anyways...
FUCKING GAS PRICES!!!!! $2.59 a fucking gallon, for regular?!?!?! just last month it was $1.89!!!
Cant even get 2 gallons for five bucks!!
I mean wtf!?!?!
Ridiculous....i spent 20 bux on gas alone this weekend just drivin around...
and i only went like 3-4 places, and to holiday...
But that still never shoulda cost 20 bux...i got about 3/4ths of a tank for next week and 15 bux for the week...That means no breakfast, or lunch unless i make my own, and i'm gonna have to buy massive amounts of automatic transmission fluid...probably another 5 quarts till friday depending on how much driving i do....
Oh well...I really gotta get to bed...
I'm about sick of ambers games....even though she claims she doesent play them...
I'm real close to giving up, even though i dont want to...
I feel she wants me as a backup...
I dont want that...
I also have a hunch she likes this new roomate they've got...
I hear from arain that hes some big nosed homeless jewish kid named ben.
I'm not a judgemental person, but i'm sure hes already not in good graces with me, cuz of faggot ass rick...
Whatever...She doesent have good taste in men anyways....she dated me for gods sake...
So many ideas and thoughts run through my head...
Theres so many things i want to do...
I want to make my world a better place, and i do believe i've got the resouces to do it...
I've made up my mind pretty much...I'm just gonna take care of me from now on...
No one else...
Amber was right about when she said to me "you gotta be happy with yourself before you can be happy with someone else.."
Typical her would rub that in my face...
She does a good job of pointing out my faults...
I assume she got it from rick...
It might be annoying at the time...but its probably turning me into a better person...
To a degree >.>
Rolling stones came out with a new cd?
lol
yeah....
To all the fans of my journal that dont exist,
<3 Dan <3